Heart of a Fool

You must be breathing easy,
now that your finally rid of me,
now that I'm not begging,
from you to be esteemed.

what a fool I must have looked like,
all this time all these years,
begging you to keep me on,
for I love you as my friend so dear.

I will push myself,
upon you no more,
you are finally now set free,
from the prison of my heart,
where you so hated to be.

how stupid can one woman be,
to think that such a friendship is true,
when she is treated so rudely,
when she is beaten and bruised,

no you cannot see the marks,
for they are hidden deep inside,
and now I will spend my time praying,
for the Lord to heal my life.

These words will mean nothing to you,
you'll just turn them all around,
I'm nothing more than a notch on your belt
you've finally won your round

Now I am broken yes its true,
but this you will never see,
for I choose it to be this day,
to live now for Heavenly Father,
and me. But one last thing I have to say,
for I have never been untrue
I am your friend and will be here
when you realize you, were you...

Author Notes a true friend doesn't say such things and leave..... © Dawn Michelle. All rights reserved